I'm obsessed with growing my ridiculously thick diaper bulge
“Ridiculously-Thick Diapers” means you are begging for humiliation. The size & obviousness of your diaper makes it clear that you are a freak who gets off on being exposed. You aren’t just wearing diapers- you are a diaper-obsessed whore.
Wearing a properly “Ridiculous” diaper deserves mockery and derision. Not only are you a diaper-wearing freak, but you are also demonstrating your compulsion to advertise it!